Dear Andrew .
what is it like working with no lights and no gadgets, I am sure it would be very hard for you ? I bet you have lots to do with people’s lives all up to you to save and fix, I hope you know that you are a very good person.
are you living far away from your family? are you happy with your life and job?
I am sorry for wasting your priceless time if you are reading this.
you should be very proud of yourself
good luck in the future